Wednesday, October 5, 2011

10,000 blows with the hammer to make a sword


 Master Chen has said, “It takes 10,000 blows with the hammer to make the sword”.  This is also what it takes to go beyond the ordinary. With this mindset, the current depth of our happiness can go so far beyond anything we have ever known or even knew existed.  The following relates two ways in which I am striking blows with the hammer.

Master Chen once told the following story. He was at his daughter’s school and heard a young person say "Life sucks". His emphatic response was, "It is not life that sucks, it is your mind that sucks". The image still brings a smile to my face.
Well, one day recently while engaging my daily standing meditation practice, I noticed over the 1/2 hour how my energy would frequently rise, which would be followed by my back and shoulders. Each time this would occur, I would use my mind intent to let the energy drop which would be followed by my body. At some point during this meditation I realized there was nothing going on around me. I was in the early morning quiet of my backyard and that it was my mind that was making the energy rise. The Qi was going where the mind was going. There was nothing happening that should be the cause of this rising energy. So this being the case, I could then no longer blame the goings on in my life for my energy rising. It is my own mind, not life that creates this. In turn this also gives me great control over my life, all I have to do is turn inward and change my mind and the energy will settle and center. Freedom.

One more refinement I would like to share that has had profound effect.  A few weeks back I noticed that everyone around me spends a good part of their conversation speaking of others, many of these times is not in a positive way. I knew that if everyone else is doing this, then I am also doing it because I am part of everyone. So I made the conscious choice to "speak ill of no man". I would not look for something positive to say, I would simply go to silence if there was not something positive or constructive to say. I pay attention to this all the time, striking the hammer so to speak, and will do so until it becomes my natural state of being. The effect has been profound.
This is using the external to change the internal. By practicing at not speaking poorly of others, I also do not speak poorly of myself, no judgement. This practice allows me to remain silent, speaking much less, turning inward more often, which is conserving my energy and leading into a more peaceful state of being.
 I will keep striking the sword with the hammer. Practice, practice, practice.

Monday, October 3, 2011

not being afraid of the ugliness

When we have experienced the ugliness of life, (i.e trauma or difficulty) which we all have, it often informs the actions of our present situation. One way this shows is we fear the ugliness of life. We do not want to once again go through painful or difficult situations., so we base our present actions due to what has been and our fear of what is to become. We become a  perpetual victim of past trauma.  However we no longer need to carry the past and we do not need to fear the ugliness or messiness of life.

Since the ugliness cannot be avoided we must learn to deal with it on our terms. How do we do this?

As we are going through a difficult or painful situation, go through it with the intent that the goal is to come out of the situation clear. That is to say we do not want to carry the situation into the future. That when it is over, it is over.

We do this by simply feeling the experience as we are feeling it, without trying to change it.
We do not want to be carried away by the changing flow of life, we want to choose to follow, which in turn allows us to dis-engage or engage on our terms. We are no longer compelled to act based on a past experience or the fear of the future.

 Do not be afraid of the ugliness in life. Live in the present with the goal in mind of not carrying it into the future so the past can be healed.